the essay i want to write 20 pages on

i think people only like impressionistic art because it’s easy to understand @ first glance,  you can tell what it is and move on unless you look, peer, stare and squint you don’t really get the point @ all in this essay, i will explain why every 16-year-old girl falls in love with Van Gogh’s…

starry, starry night

a starry night wish i could see stars like that but what pain did you endure what traedgy occurred to have reality altered and your vision skewed to have something shattered to create something so beautiful yet so terrifying  

honeysuckle​

tears of honeysuckle clog your pores and trickle down your cheeks tendrils of dark lashes blink wearily and blearily someone hold you close someone hold you tight your eyes are watering cans but why do your tears always reap something different then what they sow

green lights, outdated​ maps

green light. no one’s home outdated map. completely different neighborhood. also i spilled hot chocolate on it this morning all the cities and states bleeding together, running off the page a last escape my brakes are cut i think im lost was that tree there before…? when did i roll my windows down…? the air…

My human time

My human heart is much too fast For your love and your care My human mind is much too slow to grasp Your hand and your feelings My human skeleton is much too weak to hold up Your opinions and your soul My human time is running out Why can’t I ever say no? ((Inspired…

thoughts in one spot dont make much sense 1/21/19

You cloud my head but can you really get lost in heaven? can bliss be oh so toxic can happiness taste so bitter I lost control but its a straight road and the headlights aren’t doing such a bad job of lighting up this dark and dusty road. fake pretend will suffice for now so…

Dreamy I guess

He worked at the strawberry stand But his lips tasted more like tangerines He kept his eyes down and his voice soft But if he met your gaze or matched your tone You’d be caught off guard by the sun rays and honey that were trapped in both. Slender fingers and rough skin You wish…

do you think?

do you think? that for people with bad memories, saying goodbye is easier? that when they don’t remember the little things? they can let go and move on? easy and simple just like that

the idea thriving  or barely surviving

ill keep the notion alive the idea thriving or barely surviving either way. ill keep you bright in my mind by writing it on paper then i cant be lonely but you can still leave me like you wanted a win-win situation i think